I'm lucky im in love with my bestfriend <3

2011-02-17T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hi, its been months since I last blogged. Its already February 2011. Time flies past fast, huh? Anyway, I really missed blogging. I guess i'll start blogging as often as i used to. So.. Life's been pretty hectic eversince 2011 started. A new year. A new beginning. Not forgetting, its an important year for me as I'll be sitting for my 'O' levels in a few months time. Yes, about 6-7 more months?

Eversince school started, i was packed with a lot of things, a lot of revisions to be done, a lot of homeworks, a lot of pressure. The worst thing is, i hardly have any sufficient sleep on weekdays. I don't even get to feel the weekends :/ cause i'm either busy studying or sleeping. Well, NO PAIN NO GAIN.

So i'll just have to endure..

Moreover, Baby's taking his 'O' with me! Yay me :D Oh and while typing all of this out, i am actually suppose to return to my books :p I'll shall get going.. Now. Oh and found this blogskin at my old folder in my desktop. Am going to change to another blogskin which has cats on it. Me love cats.

2010-12-27T20:37:00.000-08:00

I miss Bali so much it breaks my heart. The morning breeze, noisy streets, Bali people, hot sunny day, the sea smell, the wonderful mountains sides, the tasty and spicy foods, the laughter, the jokes, water rafting.. Everything.

We are going Bali again next year with my 2nd bro along ;) Around July. I really want to go but im gonna sit for my 'o' levels next year. How? :( Sighs. If i were to go, i really like to bring the proper outfits like more dresses plus bikini! and not jeans :P Plus a really good camera! Gonna still ask for a DSLR from my bro until he gets one for me :P Heh heh.

Anyway, i feel like deleting this blog but it holds so much memories :/ Not that i want to remember the bad ones but there are more memories about me & baby in it. How we met, how i felt, what i did to make him jealous and all that stuffs.

Ah well, i won't delete then. 4 more days to a new year. Gonna list down my new year resolutions afterwards ;) First on the list? not sure yet thou. Probably lose more weights? :P

Ok bye!

2010-12-03T21:54:00.000-08:00

Prom night was awesome! And it was around 9 days ago. Hehehe I know i havent been updating. To think of it, i really can't remember why i wasnt blogging much. Anyway, im here now. Eversince school ended, life was pretty much okay. I enjoyed my freedom eversince then. Thou at times i was dead bored at home but it was ok actually. There was my kitty cat to entertain me. Hehehe oh yeah, i started working early november. My first working experience and i really enjoyed my job ;)

Anyway, time flies really fast huh? Its already december now ;) A few more days to BALI! I'm flying off next friday on the 10th of december. I can't wait! & i'll be back on the 15th. Then there's my results day on the 17th. I am excited to take my results, arent you excited? I hate waiting already. & i hate the weather :( How am i suppose to go sentosa or rollerblading @ ecp with this kind of weather? On the other hand, thank god for these chilling weather ;) When it was too hot, we complain. Too cold, we complain. Sighs. Human beings..

Ah well.. I wonder what life has in store for me this month ;) Theres a few list of things i wanna do and i cant wait to do them! I hope it doesnt rain every single day :) Ok i shall blog again i promise. Not that there is anyone reading right.. Heh heh ok toodles!

2010-10-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

Hi i am bored. Dead bored right now. I went to west coast park yesterday night w' irah. We had macflurry ice cream and large fries. Gossip and story telling till midnight. I met baby after that. Even though it was only a few minutes, i had fun w' him. We laughed like crazy idiots :}
Damn, he made me so happy!

Anyway, i can't log in to facebook in this stupid computer :{ I have no idea whats wrong. I need to get the pictures that i went out karaoke w' them and henderson wave w' afiatus last week. Last weekend was boring. I stayed home and read my novels one after another. Went to have dinner at KFC w' baby, his treats!

Ok i shall blog again soon. Oh yeah, i've made myself a tumblr!
eqaakitty.tumblr.com

2010-10-18T10:21:00.000-07:00

I look retarded. Anyway, here's some pictures :) Went to town last wednesday. I've been occupying myself with things such as shopping trips and books:D & I've been going out a lot lately. Almost everyday. It feels good now that I'm enjoying myself till I'm going home at 3-4 in the morning :p Now that i have time for myself, i tend to spent the time by myself too. I went to the library alone, this alone, that alone. Honestly, It felt really good to spent time w' your ownself. I've been thinking recently that i should really get a job. To provide my own needs with my own hard earn money. I've think that i should stop waiting for other people's pay day. Hehehe :p But honestly, i'm not ready to work. Not ready or don't want to, i'm not sure. All i know is I really want to enjoy my holiday with the people i love :) I shall give a few more thoughts to whether should I work or not. Sorry for the babbling and rantings over here.

Goodnight. I miss you, boyfriend. so fucking much :(

2010-10-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

Somewhere in June :) Left-over pictures! hehehe.

2010-10-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

♥ GRADUATION DAY 4N5'10

It was last last friday ;)

2010-10-05T04:11:00.000-07:00

I am going insane! I don't want to go through these phase anymore. Can I just ditched my N levels? The thought of not able to get promoted to sec5 to take O levels just kills me. What kills more is that I regretted with all of my heart & soul for skipping school and got myself transferred to a normal academic class :( How i wish i've studied and stayed in Express. I wouldn't be in this mess, right?

3 more papers to freedom. Can somebody slap me?

2010-10-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

I am so gonna miss my lovely classmates of 4n5, my lovely teachers and the school. I really hope I could get myself a spot in sec5. *cross fingers* But even if I don't, its okay. I've a couple of options I could consider. Anyway, today marks the very last day for the graduating classes. As I look out the window from my classroom, i thought to myself that it was really funny to actually wanting to leave the school so badly when I was only in secondary 2. But now, 2 years later, i don't want to leave this school. To be honest, i really like Kentridge and i'm thankful for the wonderful journey I've experienced. Can I cry now? :/ He he he.

I shall not let my emotions take over me then. N level papers for combined science, geography, mathematics and design&technology will begin next monday. Well, lets just hope for the best. I would really love to say ''Hardwork paid off!'' when I received my results in December. Best of luck to me! He he he and of course, to the rest of 4NAs. Lets get promoted to sec5, shall we? :p

Apart from this, I am looking forward to my awesome life after N's! I can't wait! I shall smell freedom in the air on 11 october ;) Hehe! So many plans & activities! Finally get to see my bestgirlfriends after months not meeting up :p Not forgetting, plans w' my sweet Boyfriend ;) Wee! He he he ok I shall get back to reality-revisions! ♥

2010-09-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

I love this photo^^ Heh heh. Well, went Raya-ing w' Schoolmates and friends was totally awesome! He he he. We went to 7 houses including our teachers houses too. Not to forget, we get to eat at every house we went to! Yummy! :p Anisah's house was the last house and can you just imagine how tired and fulled we were? Anyway, I had an enjoyable day w' all of you. Thankyou! :)

Here's a few pictures. A lot more in Facebook! (:

2010-09-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

Hello. Feeling so tired right now thou I haven't been doing anything exactly. Probably the tiredness due to school. Been studying at school till late afternoon everyday. Oh well, a few more days to go. Just endure now, shall we? ;)

Anyway, to be truthful, Raya 'festive' mood hasn't kicked in actually. I know! Its been a week already. He he he. But, I really don't feel the festive mood :/ What with N' levels approaching.. However, I still enjoy my first two days of Hari Raya. Get to mingle and finally meet my dearly cousins and relatives:D Not forgetting the cornflakes! I love cornflakes! & sadly, my money collections are only up to $160 :( So little but still, better than nothing. He he he.

I shall post a few new pictures the next time I'm free. Have to start revising right now :) Freedom awaits me in 11 working days. Then i shall say Goodbye N's, Hello freedom! He he he ok bye ♥

2010-09-09T00:39:00.001-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin.

kepada semua umat Islam.

♥

My family and I are going blue this year! Baby's family as well. Heh heh, what about yours? :)

2010-09-09T00:25:00.000-07:00

Hehehe was taken awhile ago. Havent bath :p I had my hair done yesterday. If only my hair is longer, I would have curl it. Heh heh Anyway, Baby went to Jb yesterday. He hasn't call me eversince. Baby, call me pls ♥ I am so worried la :(Anyway anyway, have to clean up the house. The house is in a mess! :p Then off to Geylang Bazaar later evening. I've never been to the Bazaar this month :( No time. I want to buy a lot of dengdeng:D Hehehe gotta go now.

I am gonna be very busy tmrw. I shall blog on sunday. Stay tuned then:D

2010-09-07T03:09:00.000-07:00

"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities."
--Janos Arnav

2010-09-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

''I gotta shake it off cos the loving ain't the same.. And you keep on playing games, like you know I'm here to stay.. I gotta shake it off just like the Calgon commercial, I really gotta get up outta here and go somewhere.. I gotta shake it off.. Gonna make that move.. Find somebody who appreciates all the love I give'' ♥

Been listening to Mariah Carey's songs:D Shake it off, Don't forget about us, Angels cry, We belong together, I stay in love are my favourites. Whenever I am feeling down, sad, hurt, happy infact every emotions I'm feeling, I'll listen to her songs. Soothing and calming especially when you are feeling really really sad.

Oh well, obviously not in a really good mood right now. But its okay, gotta keep everything inside ;) Sometimes, you have to bottle things up. Hehehe! Anyway, had a very long day today. School ended at 6pm plus D; Another longer day tomorrow.. *insert thousands sad face :(*

Endure Eqaa :D xoxo muacks!

2010-09-01T03:16:00.000-07:00

''Even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'd still fight for that one reason to stay.''

Yes Afiq, i'll stay because I love you ♥

2010-08-31T03:22:00.001-07:00

♥ Hi, here's a quick update. I miss blogging but sadly, i don't really have a lot of time to spare for blogging :( First 3 N levels papers are starting next monday. Exactly 5 more days :( I am so nervous..

Anyway, nothing much happened these days. All i've been up to is studying. A lot of studying and revising. Whenever you see me, you are bound to see I'm w' a book or notes :p Yep, i'm studying every single minute if I could.

However, there are challenges and stuff that I had to go through this wonderful month. Thankfully, I've overcome all the obstacles. Hari Raya Puasa is just days away :D Excited! heh heh :p

As for Baby and I, everything's ok. We are still fighting nevertheless :p W'out the fights and arguments, what is r/ship? Hehe. Uh well, we still love each other dearly, dont we baby? :D

I have to go now, preparing to break fast. Blog again someday. Xoxo

2010-08-12T23:32:00.000-07:00

Baby so cute. Heh heh love youuuuu <3

Hello everybody(if there is)! I had prelims this week:D Was kinda excited to do the papers. Heh heh. Overall, the papers were doable i guess. Except for my Geography paper! Gosh, the paper was so freaking hard. Let's just hope for the best:D I'm left with maths paper1 and 2 and as well as Chemistry next week. N levels in just 5oplus days.. scaryD:

Anyway, Here are the pictures on the 9th of Aug:D Awesome day, it was. Had a small tiny tiff w' baby. He he he :p But it was okay, atleast I enjoyed myself. Famous Amos, Fireworks, Baby :] Ok, I shall blog again soon. Enjoy the pictures!

2010-08-10T01:50:00.000-07:00

ok la this is random i don't feel like blogging right now.

2010-08-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

I am unpredictable, just like the weather. You could be looking at me when I'm with smiles and laughter and the next minute, I'm frowning and cranky. I am hard to read and understand. That's what made Baby very confused w' me every time. Heh. Sorry dearest =/ You know I love you and I know you love me too. Heh <3

I had a very long day today =/ Another longer day tomorrow but I'm excited:D I wanna buy all the good foods at the entrepreneurship fair by the sec3s. Damn, i miss my sec3's days. Infact, i miss my sec1 and sec2's days. I am going to miss secondary school life soon =/ hahahaha so emotional. Celebrating National Day as well tmrw. LETS WEAR WHITE, PEOPLE! :D

ok la i know. I am talking about school and school and school. Sorry i got nothing else to say :p Hehehehe i am so tired actually right now but i feel like typing non stop. Eh yeah, i am going to buy a hello kitty pencil case tomorrow! yay yay i love hello kitty. Give me hello kitty and i will love you forever and ever. You know, i can't imagine people could hate hello kitty. Hello kitty is the cutest and adorable kitty on earth, apart from my kitty cat la of course :p ok bye i nonsensical already.Yes i am spending the rest of life with my Muhd Afiq bin Salleh whom always make me smile even when I don't want to :D & I don't need to be pretty. I don't need to be cute. I can have pimples on my face(yeah i got two now on my nose, Bloody hell!) but still, he will still love me for who i am. I don't need to impress him. I can be myself when I'm with him. Crazy, retarded, noisy. I can be singing off the tune(i did it just now), i can do stupid things, i can be myself and he still loves me. Even though he asked me to shut up just now when I was singing happily :p We are compatible and inseparable. WE ARE THE LOVING COUPLE OF THE YEAR :p

Love you always dumb dumb :*

2010-08-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

Library>Home>Baby's voiddeck>Marina square>Centerpoint>Cuppage :D

Yesterday was really awesome! :D Firstly, i went to the Library in the morning from 10am until1.45pm. I wanted to go home because I was hungry :p Hehe then without me knowing, once i got home, baby was at the library looking for me. He wanted to surprise me so he didn't called me saying he's going to the library. I was already at home when he called me using a public phone. So cute, right he? :] Yeah so, he went back home. I went to hid under his block, waiting for him.. Then instead of him surprising me, i surprise him :D hehe! He was standing there under his block, looking at my house window, hoping that i would be thre. But instead, i was right behind him :D

So cute la he. This coming saturday, we go to the library together ok biebie? :D

Spend some time w' him then he send me home. I got ready. Bro, his girlf, mahlil and I went to Marina :D Had late lunch at Marina Foodcourt. So nice! It's been awhile since i went thre to eat. Walked around in search of bro's girlf vans shoe. She is size 4/5. so small right? Couldn't find so we went to buy a birthday cake for Nana at secret recipe :D Cab to centerpoint and bought party things. Then went to cuppage. It was alrd around 5-6pm. Karaoke till 11.30pm. Yes, i had so much fun screaming my lungs out. Hehe! We turn the karaoke box to clubs. We actually dance around while singing. SO CRAZY FUN.

We were alrdy worn out by the end of the day :/ Ate so many things. Nasi lemak, malay cakes, epok epok, Chocolate milkshake, Birthday cake(2), nuggets, fries, curry puff.. I feel so fat right now :/ Anyway, we cab home at 12.30am. The moment i'm home, i got change and straightaway went to bed :p

I had a very bad gastric in school just now. Not sure if its gastric or what but it was really painful til i cried :( I was suffering. But luckily, i;m feeling so much better now. Homeworks to be complete. FML, will you? :p & yeah, sorry for this very long post. Will update often now, so stay tuned for more post :] Goodbye readers! :D

2010-07-31T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hello sweethearts! :D I've been really really busy w' my life right now. I don't even have time to meet my girlfriends ): Meet me soon ok Irah & Ilah? Ily both :* Ok so, my d&t coursework and presentation board is almost done. I'll post the pictures of my product and all d&t things here as soon as possible :p Other than that, intensive revisions every single day has become a routine in my life. In fact, I spend my morning till afternoon today at the library, revising. Alone. Went over to Imm and had dinner w' Bro and girlf as well as Malil afterwards.

Endure now, Enjoy later.

Apart from school, i literally have no life. Tutorials, Studies, Books, School, Teachers, Classes.. I'm always home from school in the evening. Homework to be done. Revisions.. Sick and tired but what to do :/ & I'm not having regular meals nowadays. Not on diet, just that i don't have time to eat. Yes, that bad :( But its okay, success comes with hard work.

Enough complaining. Enjoy the pictures! Please do tag! :D

Universal Studios the entire day on 4th July 2010 :D

Going to Shrek swamp :D

Hahahah! i look retarded. I was sweating thats why :p

Shopping>Ibu's Home>Home sweet home
3rd July 2010 > 4th July 2010 :D

Me and my special order ; potatoes :D

Delicious! Serious :D

Not forgetting, Big thanks to Yat for the delicious cheesecake from Starbucks :D I shall blog again tomorrow if I have the time. More pictures in my Facebook. Type ''Eqaafiq'' :D
Fingers cross I'll get a new hp tomorrow.
Please Dad, i need a new hp :D

Cheerios Readers!

2010-07-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

Cutest couple of the year! Please agree:D

Hello kitty! I miss blogging often, really. But I don't have the luxury of time to do that :/

N's is so near, every single day scares the hell out of me. I just want to do well. Thats all for now. Revising and practice day after day, so tiring but i have to endure :] Looking forward for the life i want after my N's. Shopping, Universal studio, Kite flying, Movies, Manicure.. So many activities I want to do! :D ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE. Well, here's are some awesome pictures! Enjoy:D

We get to eat Pizza's yesterday. Thank you Mr wong for the treat. We made a deal with him, if the whole class wear traditional costume on Racial Harmony day, he will treat us to Pizza! & the whole class wore!(except for 2, ok wtv) So we got our deal:D

Now now ladies and gentlemen, don't laugh :]

Ok lets meet the cheekies and the dickies! :D

So here's my class:D Please ignore me, i look one retarded girl.

During Fairusha's birthday on 19 June! Hahaha yes, 19 june:D

More in facebook! same goes to the rest:D

Now, meet the warriors of 4n5! :D hahahaha ok no la.

Now lets see. Where will i be in 2 years time? :D

Yes! Ngee ann poly, studying in Tourism course:D

How i wish i could live in this pretty place.. :D

Oh now, meet my sweetboyfriend and his friends. hahaha! :D

Only 2 pictures from Universal studios. ahahaha! I know. I still owe you pictures of my birthday treats. Sooon ok? I'll update again! Stay tune my readers!(if i have any :'( hehehehe)

2010-07-16T03:30:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody. I know i have still not yet update my blog about my birthday treats on the 3th and the 4th of July. I will update about it once I upload all the photos okay. Especially pictures of the trip to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! (Y) Yup, i went to Universal Studios on my birthday 4th July. Baby treats! He paid for my tickets, food, puss in boots plush, Goldilocks.. in fact eveything! :D

I am so lucky to have such a sweet boyfriend like him. Seriously. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BIEBIE. & We are planning to go to Universal studios again after our N's. We are planning so much things together.. so exciting know! :] & for this week, he made potatoes with egg and also, pancakes for me. Woke up early just to made me these and brought it to school for me. Sweet la my boyfriend :]

Ok ok enough enough :P I'll update again once I have the time to do so. For now, stay tuned! ♥

2010-07-03T20:53:00.000-07:00

Prncss turning 16 on the 4th of July. Will blog about my birthday eve & my birthday sooon. For now, stay tuned :p

2010-06-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody. I know i know! My blog is dead for the past few days. There's nothing to update about actually since I stayed home the whole week this week. I went over to Teban to study and revise my maths. Other than that, i'm home. Oh & i met Baby the other day, wednesday i think. We spent time till 4am since its been weeks and days last we met. Hehe :p & 60% of my homework is done! (Y) Anyway, school re-opens tomorrow. Excited to see my friends but a part of me is really plain lazy to go to school. He he he :p & I'm excited! There's gonna be Floorball interclass competition tmr! Omg omg omg! Super crazy fun ok! Hope all my team members will come :] Ok so school re-opens i guess i won't be updating that much. so yeah.

Not forgetting, my special day is next week sunday! My sweet 16th. Baby is bringing me to Universal studio! yey! & tell me, which boyfriend who works every single day just to make money and saved up for your birthday? Yes, my boyfriend that is. Sweet not? :] He's currently down with fever right now. Pity him D: Get well soon, i love you biebie :*

I shall update again when I'm free. Goodnight everybody! :D

2010-06-21T02:51:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Father's Day so I went over to Bedok to meet my Dad ♥

Had the famous & delicious mee soto. You guys should really go & try! Awesome la! After eating, my dad and I walked around to look for a new handphone for myself. Then came across a watch shop. Bought myself a new g-shock watch! yay! Thanks Bak :]

Today I went to meet Radcha & Min in the evening. Bus to Queensway. Min got his cargo pants and then we went off to Vivo City. I finally bought the beg I wanted! The last piece! omgee (Y) You don't wanna know how many times i went to Ripcurl just to look at the beg. Idk why i didn't just buy. But just now, i was like its now or never! :p And.. i did buy. Now i regret. :p Sixty-nine dollars! adoi.

But its ok. I love the beg. Bought it NOT on impulse. I've given it a thought one or twice :p Hehehe. So yeah, left the both of them at Macds than met up with Kak Long, Abg long, Kak Mah, Badol, Din & Ahlil. Had carrot cake at Banquet. Nice! :D Then we went to watch KARATE KID. Bro & kakmah had alrd watched it and they watched it again today. Its really fucking awesome. I rate 11/10. 10 stars. Worth every single cent :p Seriously.

& Jaden Smith is like fucking adorable and cute. Really!

I am so gonna watch again. Fucking awesome! :]
So yeah, what a night! So sleepy now. Goodnight people!

2010-06-21T02:38:00.001-07:00

Happy 1 year and 3 months Biebie. From friends to bestfriend to lovers to husband & wifes ok? :p All these years i've known you, i knew you were the one for me. Back then when we were still friends, i wish every single day that one day I could be yours. Yours to love. That was the secret I kept for so long. Ever since I laid my eyes on you. & now 1 year and 3months ago, my wish came true. However, we still be bestfriends we used to be. Those awesome memories.. will always be cherished. May we will last long until the day we die. I wanna laugh at you when you grow white hair :p I love you so much Muhd Afiq Bin Salleh :]

2010-06-20T23:40:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody.

I am feeling so lazy >:[ I got truckloads & airplaneloads of homeworks >:[ Hehehe. Anyway, those pictures below are the ones during Radcha's Birthday pit <3

Yesterday was Fairusha's birthday Pit. Will story & upload the pictures soooon ok.

& oh yeah, today is Father's Day! :) I love you Sariman <3

ok bye everybody.

2010-06-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

2010-06-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

Second day of the Tourism Course was awesome! (15.06.10)

Tour of National Museum of Singapore. ( you should really go! awesome (Y) ! )

Really really exciting and enjoyable i tell you. MUST GO. I've learnt lots of things from the Singapore past. Not just the common Sang Nila Utama and all. This is a whole lot of another things. Do you know about school children from the past? Do you know what the earlier people had to go through and build Singapore to what it is today? As a Singaporean, you should know all these things! :]

Third day of the Tourism Course was amusing. (16.06.10)

Visit and Tour around Esplanade-Theater on the bay.

It was quite dry but nevertheless, i enjoyed myself. I mean, i've been to the Esplanade quite a number of times so I thought it was going to be boring. But it proved me wrong. Do you know there is Library in the Esplanade? Do you know what the Esplanade is for? There's so many things I didn't know :/ Amazing know!

Fourth day of the Tourism Course was relaxing. (17.06.10)

Took a boat around the Singapore River.

It was a just a normal cooling day. Which is a good thing. The sun decided to stay behind the shades of clouds :p The boat ride was fun. I took it twice this year but amazingly, the ride seems to impressed me every single time. After the boat tour, we went to tour around Clarke Quay. Looking at the clubs and bars. Learnt about Food & beverages. So yeah, simple and sweet.

The last day of the Tourism Course was exciting & heartbreaking. (18.06.10)

We had project to do so my team members were Indah, Amirah Hanis, Shermaine and Jacob Lau.
Did our slide presentation before heading to have lunch at Ngee Ann Poly makan place.
Had ice cream for dessert! (Y)
My group were the first group to present :]
After all the groups present, we had some time to thank our Ms Cheng and Sherlene for this wonderful time for this 5 day course.
Khadijah, Amirah, Indah, Jacob & Joanna went up to give a speech infront of the whole class.
I was almost to tears because what each of them say was touching. Esp what Khadijah said.
I really enjoyed the course! I bet everyone did :]

The 5 day course was no regrets. Someway or another I learn a lot of things. I made new friends. I get close with some friends. We were like bonding and laughing as if we were friends for years. The information and all the knowledge we gain and shared is really precious. May we be friends forever :]

So yeah, here's the days of my Tourism Course :]

2010-06-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

So yeah, today I had my first day of Tourism Course In Ngee Ann Poly:D Kinda exciting. Didn't know there's was like 7 category of tourism and diff. types of tourism. From 9am -12.30 was the talk. Went for Lunch at Macds. Bus back to Ngee Ann. Went to their Library:D Very interesting. There's like food stall in the lib, tv, board rooms.. Very very cool! :D

After that, we had to go to Singapore Flyers:D Learned more bout the flyers. Really enjoyed myself:D Since it was the second time I took the flyers, i was excited like as if I've never took it before :p Here's some of my photos..

Well, i personally love those pictures above! :D Really really gorgeous. Didn't knew my handphone camera was this good :p Hehehe, don't you love them? :D I feel so photogenic.. hehehe.

There's like alot more but I won't upload it here :p Cause I look so ugly. Anyway, I got a few assignments to be completed:D Then I'm off to meet Baby downstairs his block i guess. Another day of the course tmrw. Excited plus tiring equals to me! :]

Pictures of Radzieah's Birthday pit last Friday will be uploaded soon.. For the meantime, stay tuned!

xoxo.

2010-06-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

This was Saturday. Baby look like one rapist :p Hehehehe! Here's a summary of what happen to me last Friday & Saturday as well as Sunday:D

Friday 11 June 2010 ♥

Went to school for d&t. Wasted my time cause I didn't even do anything at all :p
Had lunch and spent time with Baby till 4pm :p
Got changed and bus to Vivo:D
Baby shopping like maaaaad. I bought only one pair of black slippers and a Ripcurl small slingbag:D
Met Jai & went to buy for Radcha's birthday present:D
Met Naz.
Cab to eastcoast park:D
Met radzieah:D
Camwhore using Radcha's camera :p
There were Me, Baby, Jai, Min, Yat, Naz, Elly, Ridho & friends.
Poker cards till morning:D
Breakfast at Macds at 4am! :D
Got my jeans tore :( stupid pedal of the bike :p
Bus home at 9am! :D
Went to Baby house at 11 plus am! :D
Felt asleep:D

Saturday 12 June 2010 ♥

Woke up.
Went home.
Got changed.
Town with the usuals:D
Kfcccccccc.
Vivo to watch Karate Kid but tickets sold out :(
Bus home:D
Very shagged.
Drop off at Teban cause Baby wanted to buy potatoes.
Cute know he!
Home straight to bed:D

Sunday 13 June 2010 ♥

Woke up.
Facebook, breakfast, call baby.
Stayed home all day.

Next post will be lots of pictures, so enjoy! :D

2010-06-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

All thanks to Design & Technology :/

Yet, another longer day tomorrow :/ & Now, I have nothing interesting to say :p

Oh wait, I have. I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN YOU DONT PICK UP MY CALLS.

2010-06-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

I believe dream catchers could actually catch my dreams one day :]

2010-06-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody!
I am so freaking tired :(
I had d&t coursework last few days.
Tmrw shall be the last time I'll step into the workshop, pls :(
Finishing my product > Folio > Boards = die faster.
I am so freaking tired :(
Baby came over in the morning today.
He made pancakes for our breakfast :] Sweet ney. <3
i love him so much :]
He said he will never let me go :]
Sweet right? :]
I had double macspicy meal just now. Hehe shared it with my kitty cat :p
D&T coursework another 2 more days.
Lots of holidays homework, i shall stay home saturday & sunday to finish it up :/
I want my DSLR soon please :(
I have Tourism course from Monday to Friday next week :) Excited + scared = me!

I want to..

repaint my nails :p
Shopping please please please please :( I need new clothes :p
watch Karate Kid!
kiss biebie messy hair! so nice :p
have my DSLR = photoshoot with girlfriends & friends & biebie <3
Revise & revise :)
hunt down wedges! I want them so badly :(
eat Ben & Jerry please! Anyone? :]
change my hairstyle, so boring la my hair :(
spent the whole day with Biebie! <3

Everything I want, Everything I want to do :p How like that? Now I miss Biebie :( How to live like this? :p

2010-06-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

Thursday.

Last minute plan to Far East Plaza with Girlfriends :] Walked around the whole place looking for pretty Floral dress. Bought lace dress instead :P Had KFC for dinner and waited for Fadhilah to arrive. Went over to Macdonalds while she had her dinner. Bus to Mr Bean cafe, accompany her. Walked all the way back to Cathay Cine. Wanted to watch movie but nothing was interesting. Went back home instead. Got home at 2.30 in the morning. Once I got home, wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep until 4 in the morning >:( Thus, I was late for tutorial..

Friday.

Slept at 4am, woke up at 7.45am. Felt really really tired! :( Thus, I went back to bed. Didn't attend social studies tutorial. Woke up at 10, surf facebook, check blogshop, bath and changed. Went to school for Geography tutorial. Went to Min's block to get something from him. Had mee soto at market but I didn't finish up the food :( No mood no mood no mood! Bus straight to Irah's house. Cried on the spot while lying down between my two bestfriends, ilah & irah. They know me best :] I love you gfs! I knew they will always have their arms wide open to let me in. Shared how I felt. Eventually, ilah & I fell asleep. Woke up and ate. Went to Jurong east for awhile. Now Im at home :]

I got so many things to do yet so little time :( I got so many things on my mind yet I dont have the strength to think of it :( I need a break, from everything! >:(

I need baby. I miss him so much, only god knows :( Urg, feels so down. :( Baby, dont you miss me?! :(

2010-06-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

Monday.
Met up with a buyer. Bus to Library. Borrowed books. Went to Irah house. Watched ''hostage'' until late at night. Bought maggie cup tom yam at 7eleven at 11pm. Scalded my tongue because of the super duper hot soup :P Bus home. Facebooking until 3am. Couldn't sleep :'(

Tuesday.
Woke up, went to school, tutorials at 8am till 10am for Physics but Mr chew was busy so Min, Radcha and myself went to have breakfast instead at Macd. Hotcakes! Had fun laughing :p Walked back to school. Had chemistry tutorial from10.30 till 12.30. Went home straight. Slept, woke up, bubble bath, got changed and off. Went to IMM intention to survey my Nikon dslr. But got tricked instead. Bro and Kak mah tricked me :'( Wan, Mahlil and Uler was with us. We went shopping at Giant. Sneak in koko krunch :P Hehehe! Bought banana chocolate birthday cake at Secret recipe then off home. Wrap presents for Kak wani. Went to Ibu house and we hide inside Nana's room. Then Kak Wani came home without knowing that we were inside the room beside her. Surprised her right at Midnight! She cute know! Ate tulang and the soup stain to my Fox tee :'( Aiseyman, heart broke. Then went home. Facebook till 3am again. Couldn't sleep yet again :'(

Today.
Woke up at 7am and keep on snoozing the alarm until 9am :p Tutorials start at 8am till 3pm, 3 tutorials. Facebook for awhile then bubble bath then got changed. Tutorials tutorials. After chemistry tutorial at 12.45, went home for awhile. Took my cloze passage book then met up with Afia at Jurong east platform. Train to Clementi. Was late for the english tutorial :p Bought food after tutorial then went straight home. Ate and went to bed.

I apologised for this singlish post cause currently not in the mood la :] My back body is aching! :'( Anyway, meeting girlfriends tomorrow I guess :] Upcoming plans?

Combined Humans on Friday and Saturday.
I got a Date on Saturday! :] Can't wait!
Sunday Free.

Next week?

Monday - Friday D&T workshop from 9am till 4pm(Crazy!)
Geog tutorial on 8 june, tuesday.
Saturday & sunday free.

3rd week of holidays?

Tourism course monday - friday from 9am -5pm(Crazy!)
Saturday & sunday free.

I have no life, officially. Update again tomorow, stay tuned! :]

2010-05-31T10:42:00.000-07:00

'' Who go to a high class wedding wearing slut clothes and jeans jacket LOL... No formal wear isit ''

ok fatty, listen here :] If you are talking about me, which is obviously about me, read this. Why do you care so much that i wear slutty clothes and denim jacket to a high class wedding? Why don't you instead of sitting behind the screen and mind your own business? Oh wait, wouldn't it be better if you mind your weight instead? Go on and exercise that fats la please. You disgust me :] Instead of envy me from behind the screen, tell your ugly obese girlfriend to actually exercise and be me :]
I know, my name is so sweet that it is actually inside your mouth every single time. Instead of actually take your time and posting about me, why dont you take your time and make full use of it? Please, dont assume I'm poor that I can't afford to own a formal clothing. In fact, I actually have extras. Do you want one for your girlfr? Oh! Sorry, I almost forgot that your girlf can't fit size small like me :] He he he. Mind your own business and please oh please stop talking about me :] You and your girlfriend are nothing compared to me. Well..

I have a life, friends, relationship, freedom, awesome parents and family, money, happiness, brains, patience, attitude, character, figures.. I may not have the looks or whatever, atleast i dont have so much fats. I am not obese unlike you :] If you think you're obese then smile, cause you know are. No point in saying and talking about me, you can never be me, neither does your girlfriend can be me. Fat chance! Hahaha! :]

2010-05-30T19:52:00.000-07:00

Spot the killer heels? Yeah, the heels that almost killed me yesterday. Haha! I had awesome time thou half of the time I was suffering in pain D; So,

Bugis > City Hall > Swiss Hotel > Penin > Esplanade > Town.

Tiring, exhausting, painful. Hehehe. Bought a card and a small gift for Ms foo. Had late lunch at Longjohnsilver.

Attend her wedding ceremony at Swiss Hotel. Really really cool! She look so happy. The ceremony went smoothly. Took a couple of pictures with her and we went off. Separated with Crazy crystal and afia. Min, radcha and myself went over to Penin and bumped into Syazwan. Then, Yat came along. We walked from Penin to Esplanade. Rested for awhile. Then took the bus to Town. Met up with Ridho at 313. Then they played pool. Bus 143 home.

Awesome random Saturday ♥

2010-05-28T21:14:00.000-07:00

Fun fun Friday! <3 Bus to Vivo with Irah. Went to the Nikon Roadshow. I decided to buy dslr nikon something something. 12.3 megapixel and its way cheaper than Nikon d3000. & Nikon d3000 is only 10.2 megapixel, so boring :P Should I buy or not? :)

Then we walked around. Shop alil. Bought tops and an owl necklace at Forever21. I think I have a very soft spot for accessories. Hehehe. Shop shop then went home. Her home. Ate a very delicious meal. Train to Somerset. Met up with Mahlil and Wan at Cathay. Bought milkshake! (Y) Waited for Kak mah and Yan to come. Bought 6 tickets. We watched Shrek forever after 3D! Awesome awesome. While waiting for the show to start at 12.05 midnight. We played the arcade. Hahaha! The show ended at around 2.30am. Kak mah & yan took the bike home. The rest walked around town to find night rider. We walked until River valley looking for Night rider for Wan. After he went off, irah, mahlil and myself took the cab. Sorry Irah, its your first time going out with us and yet, so tiring. Hahaha! :)

& oh yeah, we bought a bestfriend necklaces! The pendant shape is a jigsaw puzzle and has a ''Best'' written on it while the other necklace has the ''Friends'' written on it. I have the ''Best'' necklace. Awesome kan? :)

ok bye i'll update again tmrw. & my blogshop is updated! :)

2010-05-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

Accompany Baby to his court case today. Radcha, Min and Jai came along. The entire time in the court, i was anxious. I was afraid if the fine was higher than what I expect =/ I could not think of him being imprisonment. Not even for a minute. While waiting for his turn, i look around the court and decided to be a lawyer when i grow up. The way the court is, the way it is so formal, i respected it so much. Idk why :P Radcha was so noisy in the court, i was afraid we would get chased away out from the court :P

When it was Baby's turn, i was worried. The look and expression on his face is priceless. I don't know what is going on in his mind. Eventually, he had to go imprisonment for the meantime until the fine is paid. Paid the fine of 300dollars on the spot. Thanks Jai for the 100dollars.

To actually let Baby go into imprisonment, even for the meantime, the thought kills me =/ As soon as we paid, we got out of the court. Baby was very loving in the bus. I know he loves me and I love him too. Talked and tickle each other, laugh, smile.. It was so nice to be with him! <3 He he he. We even talked about getting married! We'll get married once he have saved all the money that is needed. Cute ney? :]

Baby is asleep right now:D I hope he is ok after what happen. You know, I'm always here for you. Through thick and Thin, up and down, sideways. Baby's working tmrw. Awww, gonna miss him =/ Anyway, I want to work. But Baby don't let me. He's afraid that if guys would get my number and eventually, i would leave him. Cute right? I would never leave him, not for someone else. I love my sweetheart so much, can you guys see that? :]

2010-05-27T04:44:00.000-07:00

Got back my report book today. Thou the results is not what I expected from myself, i know there's still room for improvement! (Y) I'm fourth in class! (Y) Well, I passed everything except for combine science. I did badly on Physics 7 over 50. Crazy know! My plans for this June holidays is to buck up on my weak subjects. I guess you will see more of me at the Jurong east Library :]

I wonder why I am so hardworking in trying to get good results, always coming to school, always doing the right things.. I mean, when i was in express class, sec 1e8, from my results, I did ok. Always getting Borderline passes. My attendance lousy know! I got promoted to sec2e8. I got carried away with friends. Let me tell you something, choose your friends wisely, seriously. So, as days goes by, i got no interest in coming to school, always defiance to the teachers, always doing the wrong thing like climbing the back school fence and went off from school during recess, no interest in studying, no interest in anything that has got to do with school. Always sleeps in class. I always absent myself from enrichment classes, KR sports day, teachers day and stuff. Attendance poor. Always come to school around9 or 10 0r 11 am, come and go as I like. I guess i got carried away with friends. Influence by friends. Eventually, i got what i deserve. I got transferred to a normal academic class D; I still got no interest in studying. As days goes by, i grew to love school. I studied. My attendance was average. I was improving. That was when I look back at my past and regretted. I was remorseful. I was struggling in class, in every subjects. With faith, I got promoted to sec4. Let me tell you, i am still struggling in every subjects. The lessons I missed during my sec ones and sec twos had affected me badly. I regretted not doing the right thing when I had the chance to. Lesson learnt. I am officially stressed over this. With the N levels drawing near, I have no time to lose. I've got to catch up on things over the years that I've missed.

So take my advice for those who have the chance to change your future. What you do today will affect you in the future. Don't and never lose out on the lessons. Always revised, always practice. When you reached sec 4, you will not struggle like how I am struggling today. Do the right thing, trust me. No point in sleeping in class, missing the lesson. You will be remorseful soon after. Choose your friends wisely :]

2010-05-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

School was so boring yesterday. Except for Maths class which we played a very hilarious game! (Y) Other than that, it was terribly boring. Not to forget, the weather was killing us. Not literally but! oh well you get what I mean :] I went home straight cause I can't stand the heat nyemore. Met up with Baby at the bus stop and kiss hug him goodbye. The rest of the day was plain boring until.. CSI! Awesome awesome awesome! (Y) I intend to stay up till 1.30 in the morning for Baby to come back from work and just hear his voice over the phone for a min before I go to sleep but I was so sleepy and my body was aching, i felt asleep once i got to my bed :P He he he.

Today is kinda diff:D I got to meet Baby! Radcha, Min, Jai, Ridho, Baby and I went to Queensway to have Macdonalds and played at the Arcade. CRAZY FUN! Walked around the whole shopping centre and bus home. Bumped into Pisang. He he he :P Drop off at west coast and played Counterstrike at Aloha! (Y) Bus home and spent a lil bit of time with Baby :] I miss him. Its been weeks last we had a proper and long conversations. He he he.

Love is wonderful, dont you think? <3

Its like 1 in the morning right now. Gonna get report books tmrw! Parents dont need to come down since I passed 5 out of 6 subjects. Hip Hip Hurray! Those who did not do well, there's still plenty of time to buck up. Its not too late! :] Gonna call Baby and wish him the sweetest night.

I wanna marry him la, can! He so cute know! He he he. Goodnight everybody :]

2010-05-24T08:01:00.000-07:00

I sleepy but thre's malay homework not yet done, how now bow wow? :[ Today is sucha random, crazy, fun, tiring, everything lah day. School was so dry i want to cry! He he he. Atleast played floorball (Y) But with the 4n4. If we were to play among our own class, much much better cause there isn't alot of people and we split into two groups that consist boys and girls together. Nevertheless, i still enjoyed my PE today. I bet everyone enjoyed, yes? :D Met up with Radcha and Min after a every random cravings of cinnamon melts! We went to west coast park but sadly, there was no more of that so I had macspicy meal upsized, drink change to Milo instead! (Y) There goes my diet! :P

So something Hilarious happened..

A guy kept on texting me. He wanted to get to know me. Eventually, radcha text with him. Until he called my phone. All the while, Radcha talked to him, acting as if it was me. She asked him where did he got my number. He took it from Afiq's hp( Afiq lost his phone last night). He work at the same place as Afiq. He took my number because there was my contact with a picture of me. He said I was super cute. LAUGH OUT LOUD. Crazy funny! :P Lots of things happen, if you want to know, ask me la, i story with you ok? Hahahaha.

I spent seventeen dollars today, alahai, waste money only la me! :@ Ok la, i need to finish up my homework and wait for Afiq to return home. I nak talk talking on the phone, call i please thankyou. Ok I update everyday i think since there is many new pictures of me! Hahaha if you sick and tired to see my face, tell me la ok? :P I wake up feeling like Megan fox. Hahahahahaha ok la bye la.

2010-05-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

The whole day i spent making my blogshop. Please feel free ~ eqaablogshop.blogspot.com :] Surprisingly, I have not eaten neither do I have bath and its alr eight thirty pm :P He he he. Smelly la. I'm going to bath and sleep sooon after this. I don't feel like going to school tmrw but..
There's PE and i wanna exercise! He he he. As for my diet, i just had Macspicy meal yesterday. There goes my diet! :P Diet resume again tmrw then. Ok la i dont know what else to post already! :( I update tomorrow ok? Ok la Bye sweethearts :]

2010-05-23T03:38:00.001-07:00

Vivo city > Henderson Waves > Alil's block > Home.

I had fun thou it was only just the two of us. He he he. Bus to Vivo and walk around. Had late lunch at Macdonalds. Board the bus to Henderson Waves. We took millions and gazillions of photos, mostly my face :P Chit chat, no gossips ok :] Enjoyed the wind breeze and the scenery. More photos in my Facebook! Sorry if there's so many photos of me :P

Bus 176 home. After irah went off, I stayed a lil while with Abai and all under Alil's block. Awesome Saturday! :) Got home around Midnight & straight to bed w'out removing my make ups and all :P

Next Saturday, going for Ms Foo's wedding with school girlfriends.
Adui, killer heels next week :]

2010-05-21T04:12:00.000-07:00

Happy 1year 2mths sayang <3

I love you always and all ways. He he he.

I know, we never had celebrated every twenty first or whatsoever. Just acknowledge this special day because 1 year and 2 mths ago,

love brought us together.

Luvyou, dumb dumb.

♥

2010-05-18T08:40:00.000-07:00

I spent my sunday with my Girlfriends <3 I love them so so much! We played Truth and Truth all night long until we sleep at 5 in the morning. He he he. I got home at 1pm w'out bathing and I walked home since girlfriend's home was like only blocks away. He he he. So its alrd Monday, went to imm to buy my expensive shampoo and face wash and have my dark chocolate drink. I love my simple sunday and monday <3 Today I wore slipper, black Fox tanktop, jeans and falsies. Train to Town with Afia and my crazy girl, Crystal. Walked around and bought a preety flower clip and some bangles @ Fareast (Y) I LIKE! Shop shop shop and had early dinner at Macdonald @ Shaw. Train back home and drop by Teban and met up with Afia's sibling. So cute la they all. I never knew how it feels like to have younger siblings. He he he. Slack downstairs. Enjoyed the day with my makcik and crazy girl. Enjoyed the day with my pandan lil rascal as well. Always make me laugh :] I LOVE! <3 <3 <3
I enjoyed my simple Sunday, Monday and Tuesday <3 School starts tmrw and he he he lets see what I pass ok! Will update tmrw, for the meantime, stay tune sweethearts :]

P/s; If im fat, what are you? Obese i guess :P Stupid obese girl, dont make me mad can? :]

2010-05-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday <3

Cab to Town > Dine @ Far East > Shop alil > IP MAN @ Cathay cine > Cab home after that :D

Well, that was my last Saturday. Always enjoyed the day with them! :) That is Din, mahlil, yan and macnyet :]

Yesterday <3
Met Baby for awhile at my lift landing. Waited for the bus to come and he's off for work. Kiss and hug him goodbye :* Got home and watched Twilight all by myself. Wanted to watch new moon next but the cd was unable to read :'( Then watch shrek @ channel 5 then did my facial then read my novels till I fall asleep. How boring is my Saturday? :P

Today <3
Had koko crunch for breakfast. Milo and biscuits for lunch. I am serious about my diet! :D Thou the dishes that Granny cook kinda tempting but i manage to ignore these temptations :P Meeting best girlfriends later in the evening @ Jurong east Lib. Gonna return my novels and borrow new ones. I'm thinking of buying yellow and black nail polish @ Faceshop at Imm. Should I? I'm going to have Bee on my nails. Can imagine that? :D Hehe. Just a simple Sunday and just how I like it :]

& oh, I can't wait for my results. I alr knew I passed my Chemistry since Mr wong gave super obvious hints and stuffs :P Baby passed too. What a relief, really. I guess I just have to wait till school reopens next wednesday. What shall I do on Monday and Tuesday then? :D

& Im missing my dumb dumb :P Luvyou <3

2010-05-14T21:48:00.000-07:00

Cute! I want! :]

2010-05-14T20:32:00.000-07:00

Hello! :))

I went for a jog in the evening with a $239 running shoes. It felt so good! :) Going jogging again tmrw. I want to lose weight. & i am on a diet as well:D Lets see if I manage to lose weight soon k :]

Tmrw Saturday tmrw no plan :( Last Saturday got plan. Last minute plan. Cab to Town. Ate cinnamon melts and watched IP man. I will update bout that once I got the pictures from Mahlil ok? :] So, what shall I do tmrw? :/

I want to fly a kite. I want to Bowl. I want to paint my nails. I want to go shopping. I want to spend time with Baby. I want to meet my girlfriends. I want hotcakes. Everything I want! :P

What should I do tmrw tmrw tmrw :/

2010-05-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

He he he after last day of school next week .. Jum, buat same same :]

2010-05-13T00:43:00.000-07:00

Mid year is a killer D; Finally, dealing with Maths Paper one tomorrow and hip hip horray after that. No more ugly eyebags. No more sleeping with all the notes and books around me. No more moodswing. No more not eating properly. No more this, no more that. I am really looking for the day to pamper myself. Long hot baths, facial, novels .. Ok, soon :] Results next week and fingers cross ney? Hope my hardwork will pay off:D Excited much. Not forgetting, I've enrol in the Tourism Course with Ngee Ann Poly on 14th June! Going to learn all about Tourism. Exciting or what? :D Currently, looking for a job. Mind you, I've never work my entire life! I want to make my own money from my own hands. So, are you hiring?

As for updates these last few days and weeks, i can't remember much. I remember last Thursday, Baby bake me mini pancakes for my breakfast:D Sweet or what? It was delicious ok. Baby was the first kind soul to do that for me. Thaanks Biebie, i love you c:

2010-05-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

Haha i look so stressed yet so calm.. The eyebags and all.. =/ Wait, I am stressed. Mid year exams are going on this whole week and today's papers kinda doable. But still, i dont have the confidence in passing. Oh well, its time for wishing Luck ney? :DD Currently, I'm having a lil break from my revisions.

Another day down, 4 days to go!

Come on, think positive thoughts! :DD
I'm sure Im going to have tons of fun after the Midyear exams! :) Having fun without worrying bout the exams or revisions:D & of course, spending quality time together with my precious sweet Baby! :D Just have to endure for now:D Anyway, I'll update bout whats been happening in my life soon ok:D

In the meantime, Takecare sweethearts <3

2010-05-02T01:08:00.001-07:00

Town > Cathay > John little > Centerpoint > 313 Somerset > Cuppage foodplace > Shaw house > Home sweet home <3

Awesome Saturday with awesome people! :D Enjoyed myself. I was with Yan, macnyet, mahlil, din and Adam. Had delicious famous amos cookies @ Cathay. They shop @ John little sale. Had icecream and cinnamon melts @ Centerpoint Macdonald. Shopping @ forever 21 outlet at 313. Bought tops,thongs and sandal:D Ate @ cuppage. I had chicken porridge, a wrong choice of food. I was still hungry after that. Walked our way to Shaw House. Had macds while waiting for the movie to start. We watched Iron Man 2. Really awesome movie! :DD Cab home @ 3plus in the morning.

We had fun, well, i did:D The whole time i was smiling and laughing. Its been awhile since I last came to Town. Bleargh. Eventually, i kinda feel guilty for not studying earlier:P He he he he. Today i feel like going to the library and study. Should i? Its alr 4.45 pm ney:D

I know I've not been updating. This week has been very stressful. The same old routine ; school, d&t workshop, tutorials. Had do & me twice this week. Fast food fast food fast food! Hehe:D PE on monday was fun:D Played floorball and i was running the whole place. Used my stick to hit my opponents leg. He he he. My team was Radcha, blackie, haoyi, mong hoi ling and min. While eefan, ridho, afiq, havilah, afia and shiqi is my opponent. Its not fair that there is 2 fast soccerboys in the other team ney but eventually, we kick some asses! :P We were leading but came to a draw in the end. So fun! :DD We could have win if the other team has only 1 people in the goalpost. He he he. I remebered that once we were singing ''we are the champion''. SO CRAZY FUN OKAY.

Ok study time:DD Remember the dslr nikon d3000 i was saying the other day? Yeah so, if i failed maths(which is possible), i need to pass the other 5 subjects to get $500. Then i'll fork out another $200plus to get my camera. If miracles happens and I passed my maths, i dont need to fork out my own money to buy my camera. Uh huh, great deal huh? :DD

I shall post next two weeks once my midyear exams ended ney? Takecare readers:DD

2010-04-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday Sayang! <3

Ok, i know i wished you more than five times today :P Hehehe. I'll wish you for the last time ok?

Happy 17th Birthday sweetheart:DD Hope you enjoyed your special day thou it was for a while. Hope you are happy cause your happiness means so much to me:DD *flying kisses* He he he luvyou.

The plan was to have mee soto at Bedok and take Luge @ Sentosa and the flying fox as well but Baby was lazy to go out so.. Tada! We didn't go out at all. Went to imm for awhile since His dad wanted to cook dinner for the whole family including me and he wanted us to come back home at 7. So it was around 6 and we went over to Imm to get Baby his pants. Wanted so much to grab a chocolate drink and macflurry and some clothes or something but the time we took to walk and stuff..

Eventually, it was alrd 7. We cab home in time for dinner:DD I must say, His dad is a terrific cook. The fish he cooked for us was simply delicious! I love it! :DD

Had dinner and just simply watched tv with the whole family while waiting for his mum to come back home. Then we cut the cake and continued watching tv. I really loved to spent my time with them. I felt so happy with such happy united family.

I didn't want to go home actually. If i could stay there, i would! :P Hehehe Baby send me back home and we spent some time together. Sucha nice day after all..

Not really nice. There's school tomorrow. Urg.

2010-04-24T05:05:00.000-07:00

Visit eqaasblogshop.blogspot.com now! Yes, right now.
Clearing my closet, help me will you?
Cheerios Baby! I've got to run! Update later :*

2010-04-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

I've been really busy nowadays. Busy with studying for the mid year papers. 15 more days? Feel so stress :'( Anyway, Back from Vivo looking for a present for Baby but there was no stock, no size and stuffs. Bleargh. Eventually, bought some forever21 tanks for me! :D He he he. Baby turning 17 on Sunday and we might celebrate it tmrw or on Sunday. I wanna take the luge @ sentosa at night. Romantic ney? :P I dont know, i shall come up with plans sooon. And yeay! I've replied my formspring :) Iyla, whats your link?? :D And oh yeah, i seriously need to do some closet clearance!! Most stuffs i bought, i wont wear it. Such an impulse buyer! :'( Ok, Should i open up a blogshop? Tell me tell me! Sorry for this random post. I shall blog again soon! xoxo. :*

2010-04-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Jurong east Library > Imm > Clementi > Westbowl @ westcoast > westcoast foodcourt ♥

That was how i spent my Saturday thou it was just nearby:DD Studied at Library alone then met up with Irah since she wasn't in the mood to go to school, private school. Shared lots of problems together since its been awhile since we last met each other.

Met up with Nano at Imm and had longjohnsilver. 1 cravings down! :D Hehe Its been so so so long since I last saw Nano and I was shocked to see him. He had kinda changed a lot.

So anyway, walked around Imm and bought a top at Fox and nail polish at face shop:D Bus to Clementi and met up with Wan & girlf and Zul & girlf. Nano went off soon after and we walked to west coast bowl! This time round, I strike a couple of times! That feeling you get when you strike.. AWESOME I TELL YOU! (Y) Yeay! I had fun thou it was a last minute plan:DD

So, school this week has been tiring yet ok at the same time:D I love physics! I despise physics so much but i dont know what happen these days. Mayb it is because I know how to find resultant force. Hehehe Min, resultant force macam ne nak cari? :P Apart from that, orals on wednesday was ok, everything's just fine, normal i guess except for..

Baby! Its been like 3 or 4 days we last had a proper conversation. I dont know whats happening to us. Its becoming a routine that to the extend that I, myself dont care alr whats going to happen. Like im done trying so hard to save this r/ship. But the truth is, im not. I'll take whatever it takes to save this awesome r/ship! Yeay! (Y) The problem is just Trust. I know there are times when Baby just dont feel like talking to me and stuff like that, i seriously understand. So now, i go with the flow. Its been 3-4 days we last said ily to each other. Its hurting me so much. Every second i think of him and teared when i missed him. Just wondering if he misses and think of me too =/

We are going to be alright:DD ILy always, baby! Call me sooon ok? :*

2010-04-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I realised that I've been really really slack in my studies nowadays. I don't have the mood to study. With the teachers pressurizing us, makes things worst. With mid year, Prelims and N's is coming, i can't blame them thou. NEED TO WAKE UP! :))

I didn't do much today. I ate my lunch while waiting for Baby to get change into his soccer jersey at his house. He went off with his mom and lil sis while I went off home. I turn on every fan in the house then I doze off to sleep with my contacts still on! Woke up and my eyes was so dry and it hurts D; Bro and kak mah is back from Bandung and they bought me slipper, handbag, couple shirts and tees for me! :)
Currently, uploading pictures into Facebook and waiting for Bro to come back home with my dinner.

Since baby went off for soccer, i can't seem to get through his phone. I have no idea where he is. I shall just wait till he calls me. Baby, call me soon aye? I miss you. Speaking of Baby, he is alr active in Facebook after months since we made that account. All these while, it looks like Im the only one using that account. He he he. So anyway, another long long day tomorrow. What The Bleargh.

Homeworks are pilling up. WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP. Blog again sooon aye? :)

2010-04-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

Dine @ Sakura on 4 april ♥

Met Baby over at his house and had mee soto and a fruit cake since it was his elder Bro birthday. Got him a box of Ferrero rocher. Spend some time together and then I went home while he went to meet JaI. Waited for everybody else to get change then off to Sakura with Ibu and Family, Mahlil and Din. Then van off to Sakura @ Clementi.

Ate so much food till my tummy could burst. We ate for like 2 hours plus non-stop! Really awesome foods. Ate till all of us had more than enough :P Then van home. Waited for Baby under the void deck. Somebody thought I wanna go to Pondok and see her. See her for what, right? Stupid. Ignore those bitches then Baby came soon after. Walked to coffee shop in mind of buying cigg but couldn't get.

Baby sulked all the way back to my home :P

Ok done updating about Dine @ Sakura :)
More pictures will be uploaded in my facebook! :)

2010-04-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

Sunday shopping day @ Bedok > Lavender > Bugis Junction (Y)

Played Nintendo wii before meeting Baby at around 3. Train to Bedok to meet Dad.
It was so humid in the cabin as there were no air-con D: Endure till we reached Bedok.
Ate a very delicious bowl of Mee Soto:D Met Dad and off we go to Lavender, beach road.
Baby wanted to find his cargo pants. Walked the entire place and finally bought it. Bus to Bugis afterwards. We walked the entire place. Bought a pair of jeans, tops and bangles! Yeay! :D While Baby bought more bottoms. In between, have silly fights with Baby just for fun :P Hehehe. Had nasi lemak for dinner and bus home. Had so much fun with Baby! :)))

Ily sayang :*

Eh that was the top I've mentioned earlier. Expensive tshirt from Jimmyz. He he he. Sidetrack eh, so anyway, Nintendo wii is really really fun:D You guys should try. So what did I do for Friday and Saturday?

@Friday. Met Baby in the morning and have Macd breakfast over at my house. Baby stayed over till afternoon then went off for his soccermatch. Went to school at around 4 to attend the school's awards day. The 10th Anni awards day at Kentridge was a success. So formal but it was pretty cool. Somehow it makes me feel so proud to be in kentridge, somehow. Enjoyed the day with Radzieah and all. Met Baby and Ridho over at Pasar cause they weren't allowed to went into the school since the soccer boys were from a soccer match. Ate at Westcoast and off home. Thou it was nothing extraordinary, enjoyed the day with them:D Esp with Baby. We spent some quality time together under my void deck till midnight. I dont know, i just can't seem to be apart with Baby for even 1 second. Terrible huh? :P

@Saturday. I did nothing else except sleep and sleep. I surf the net and watch the tv the entire day. Ordered Macd bundle meal which consist of 1 macspicy, 1 fillet o fish, 1 box of 6nuggets, 1 milo, 1 green tea and 2 small pac of french fries. Met Baby and we ate our late dinner together under the void deck. Laugh quite a number of times. Enjoyed the night with him thou it may be for a lil while.

School's tomorrow and I am oh so lazy D; Missing Baby alr, Baby call I pls? :*

2010-04-08T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hello sweet readers! :)

I had a bad headache this morning thus I didn't went to school. Must have missed lots in school eh? This is my first absentee :[

Anyway, the School 10th birthday is tomorrow so there's no lesson tomorrow except that we have to attend the celebration in the afternoon at 5pm :] Yeay! Will be back home at night. Coolio ~

So i did nothing else except sleeping today. I felt really really tired, don't know why D; Yesterday night Baby ordered for me macspicy meal upsized at around 11pm cause I was really hungry. He he he. & now i feel like ordering myself one. But, i shall not! Think about all the fats.. :P

Ok, missing Baby so much right now. Call me! :]

2010-04-07T00:30:00.000-07:00

Hello sexay people! :)

I know i've not yet update bout Kak wani wedding and Dine @ Sakura last weekend. I shall blog about it once I got the pictures which will be next tuesday, i think. The pictures are in the camera and the camera is with Bro and his girlf and they are over at Bandung, Indonesia. I want to go too! :@ NOT FAIR.

Apart from that, school has been school. As for studies, i guess I've lagged abit so do Baby. But i have to study for this coming Mid year Exams. If I pass all my subjects, I get my dream dslr- Nikon d3000. One subject is 100dollars. So, if I were to fail one subject, i lost 1oodollars. The camera is around 700 plus. So, i have to fork out my own 100dollars to pay for my camera. No problem thou! :P He he he. But whatever it is, I know i'll get the camera next month when Bro got his pay. For his pay this month is for shopping! I think :) I can't wait! *smile with teeth*

Baby and I have been pretty good lately. Silly fights over and over again! Thou, we still have some serious trust issues. Baby has this really huge ego and whats worse is, he's always jealous whenever Im outside. But whatever it is, we can't live without each other ;) I Love You Baby ___! *secret* I really love my Baby so so much thou he can be a bitch at times ;)
Kau begitu sempurna bagiku ;)

2010-04-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hi bitch, you scream and shouted at me. You scratch both of my arms. You grab my arms till it has red marks on it. You say lots of bad things about my family. You think your daughter is a hot stuff eh? All you say is bullshit and I wasn't even hearing you properly. Call me rude or whatever shit but don't touch me and yet, you did. Wait till my mum founds out bout this. Worse still, my dad. You are 43 yet brainless. You don't even gave me the chance to talk. & have the heart to call me stupid? At least my IQ better than your stupid daughter i bet. Tell me, how ridiculous can you be? What you did to me, you are going to get it back.

If you’re gonna talk - front and hate - first make sure your facts are straight. ‘Cause whatever you think I am, chances are, I ain’t.

Note this in your brain, I am not afraid of you ok? And wonder where's the respect I should give you? It went down the drain. Deal with that! Whatever you say dont bring me down cause you cant kill me, makcik tak betol ;)

Don’t ever let anyone try and bring you down, because those who try are the ones who have so much bitterness and hatred with themselves, so they bring others down with them.

Well, Hello I have an awesome happy family ♥

This is for the crazy bitch.

2010-03-31T07:40:00.000-07:00

Where's the Afiq Salleh I fell in love with?

Where's the Afiq Salleh I love so much?

Where's the Afiq Salleh that used to care so much about me?

Where's the Afiq Salleh that used to pamper and shower me with unconditional love?

Where's the Afiq Salleh that love me for who i am?

Where's the Afiq Salleh that who would never scold me over a tiny matter?

Where's the Afiq Salleh I used to know?

Where's the Afiq Salleh whom never ignore me?

Where's the Afiq Salleh that used to be the most sweetest person on earth?

Where's Muhd Afiq Bin Salleh whom im in love with.

2010-03-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

This was a year ago. When I mix around with Aidil Casper, Nadiah all. Not really mixing with them nyemore, kinda miss them! =/ Bleargh.

Today is extraordinary. Met up with Girlfriends to study. Yeah, right study. They did study while i browse through the net. Hehe! :P

Tomorrow is a new month and I really really hope things will go well for me. I hope luck will be on my side! :) I am not strong enough to face anymore heartbreaking shits D: Please April, be nice to me. :) I've promised myself to study hard and not neglect my studies despite any heartbreaking shits Im going through. Since Bro is back to his usual self, i guess things will be as per normal. I might be the happy-go-lucky girl i used to be. One with a loving family. Yeay! Looking forward to his pay day! (Y) Hehehehe. In terms of relationship, I seriously have no idea what to do anymore. Cross fingers, tmrw will be a good day! :)
I wish.

April, be nice to me ok? :*

2010-03-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

I realised when I was happy and joyful, there's always something that will make me upset. I want my old life back when I'm just this happy girl with no worries at all:D I need to have patience and hope things will get back to its normal state soon:)

Calm down Eqaa. Im always saying that to myself cause I want the old me back, one who have no limit of patience. Let others do to you, not you do that to them. Im always reminding myself of this. I believe in what goes around comes around:D

I have been enduring shits that have been happening to me past few weeks, even today. I am still trying to stay calm. These are all challenges from Allah s.w.t. I need to stay strong and overcome all these:D

Ha ha ha ok lah I know those above sounds so emo-ish and stuffs. Just something to let loose and jote it down here. I went Bowling today over at WestCoast Bowl and for a while, I was happy. I laugh and I smile. Thou I wasn't playing very good, i enjoyed it:) I know i deserve so much more and yes, i deserve to be happy:) I promised myself not to mention and think about all those negative things happening, just ignore them! :) He he he. I wanna go again! :) I had fun thou I went home earlier than them cause they wanted to play Left4dead.

School's tomorrow D: I got..

Chemistry & English test On Monday.
Social studies test on Tuesday.
Maths test on wednesday.
Malay test on Friday.

All these tests are a killer. Endure Eqaa! Endure Eqaa! :) I yet to study my chemistry for tmrw. I am lazy! So so lazy D: What the bleargh. I shall go and study now:D Goodbye everybody!:D Psst!Follow me on twitter! & ask me anything, just click on the word '' formspring.me-EqaaHayley'' Ok Bye! :*

2010-03-27T02:10:00.000-07:00

''I wanna go around the world. Get married at Paris. Thats my dream.''
What's yours? :)

2010-03-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

''Baby, you're my everything. Baby you're the best. You're the best I ever had. The best I ever had ♥ ''

School's been school. Cab to school on wednesday. Every single time I cab to school with Baby, the taxi driver doesnt know where Kentridge Sec is. Every single time D: Bleargh, what the. Eventually, baby will do his annoyed look and direct the taxi the directions. Might as well baby drive! :) He he he.

Social studies on Friday was abit scary. We learned about Globalisation and about the Earth. Globalisation are killing the earth actually. The south and north pole are melting really fast. If we dont do anything. Eating fast food is killing us too. The oil will somehow stuck at your heart that will lead to you having heart attack. I ate fast food twice or thrice a week, omg, so scary eh D:

Ok enough, I'm freaking out actually. Fought with Baby.. Again. I need to calm down. What is relationship without those arguements and fightings aye?:) He he he. I slept since 5pm yesterday till 9am today. I dont know, i was so tired i guess :P
Things here at home is ok i think? Looking forward to having my old life back. Thanks bitch for ruining everything:D Bro finally have come to his senses. I dont know what shit that the bitch's family did to him. Urg, every single time i think of what happen, makes me so so mad. But who am I not to forgive her, right? Everything happens for a reason. But, im still mad! :@

Ok ok, i thought of bowling since its been awhile. But, only irah baby and me? D;
If lots of people, more fun, right?! Shall go bowling soon. Next week mayb? :D Who wants to follow? :) Since I got tons of things to do, tons of test to study for, i think i'll just stay at home. Goodgirl for today! :)

But im bored le! D: Ok i'll update sooonzxz.

2010-03-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

I miss my girlfriends D: Tak miss I ke? D:

Ok so, yesterday was boring. School was school and then I slept my afternoon away. Before I slept, Baby brought me fried rice and awesome pancakes to me while I was in the room, ironing my tops. Ate and hang on the phone while he went to meet the rest to get his pay (Y) He's been very very sweet to me these days. Hope he'll stays this way forever. Hehehe :P & We didn't fought the whole day! (Y)

Ok so, today was even worse. There was no teachers around for all the lessons we are having except for malay period. Yes, all lesson was taken by relief teacher. What a day! What the hell. I slept for like almost 2 hours in class and it was so so cold D: Baby was suspended cause of his hair so I got no one to hug :P He he he.

Lets hope tomorrow shall be a good day! ;)

I miss baby so much! Gonna call him later ;)

2010-03-21T07:19:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 year Anniversary, Muhd Afiq! :*

I am glad to be yours. Cause you're the only one I want, perfect with all the imperfections. Everything about you are special thou you can be really a pain in the ass. 1 year has past and we still going strong. Baby, 1 year no big deal eh? Baru 1 year je eh? He he he. More years to come lah ok? ;) I love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you. Yes, you. The only one im in love with. You sayang i tak? ;)

Vivo lah city with Baby today.
Wanted to just have our usual KFC and get a new wallet for myself. Walked around, laugh out loud, chit chat, smile. We were like totally in love. He was very charming, much more loving than usual :D Nothing caught my eyes and I practically avoid buying awesome accesories which ofcourse attracted me because I was looking for a wallet not accesories. He he he. Eventually bought tanktops at Fox instead. Ha ha ha. Baby bought expensive tee shirts from.. i forgot. Hahaha but expensive le! D: Ok so it was alr 9pm and it was getting late alr. We got school tmrw D: Hahahahaha Bus home. In the bus, we talked about the year before. What we doing, where and all. Hehehe.
Thou we spent just 4 hours together, I treasure every seconds when I'm with him, enjoyed myself! :D

Oh yeah, the picture above is the gift I was saying on my previous posts. Yeah, last minute. Not bad for a last minute gift ey? :P Simple & sweet. He he he. While Baby got me mini flowers. Will upload the picture of it soon ok. He made a mini mini flower by using 2 stick of ciggy. Sweet & I love it cause it is from him :D He he he. & you know what, when he send me home a while ago, he said to be prepared cause tmrw is a school day, monday blues and surely we will argue and fight. Hahaha lets see if we fight eh? :P

2010-03-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome :D Met baby over at his house in the morning. Help them with the taogeh. Then watch tv while the rest getting ready for the engagement event in the afternoon. Walked in the drizzling rain to 7eleven to buy ice with baby afterwards. Bus home and off home. Once i got home, ate a bowl of koko krunch (Y) It was alrd near to 1pm. Baby came over and I bath and got changed to my baju kurung. While putting on my make up, baby lie down on my bed. Then i join him :P Was so sleepy, we almost knock off to sleep. Hehehe. Went over to his house afterwards. Took photo with his gorgeous like a princess sister. By then, a few alr came. Sat with his parents at the sofa. Walked around the house. Soon, we sat at the staircase outside his house. We ate, laugh, joke, smile, talk, chat all the way. In the evening, we went to westcoast pasar near my school to get styrofoam plate. Yes, in our malay traditonal clothes, we were making sure that no one we know saw us :P We hid our face with our hands, with the plates. Hahaha hilarious! :P So, i spent the rest of the night over at his house. Get to know his relatives and all :D Sadly, i went home around 9pm. I didn't want to go home cause it's nice being around his family. But it was alr getting late and baby had to go for work the next day. Baby and I spent a lil time together and he head home at 10pm. Sad to see him leave cause I'll be missing him after that D: Hehehe.

Oh, yes, We are 1 year old tomorrow! :* Meeting him after he got back from work which is at around 6pm D: Meeting him outside KFC at vivo. Tell me, what should I do for the whole day before meeting him? Hmm oh yeah, homework D: Damn, im so lazy! D:

2010-03-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

''You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.''

I miss you so much & i love you so much Afiq salleh! :*

Today is my lazy day. I didn't go for my tutorials, i didnt do any of my homeworks, i didn't want to do anything else other than playing zombie vs plants on the net. Hehehe (Y)

Baby said meet him later, now alr 8.14pm, i don't even know if we are meeting over at his house or not =/ Infact, i don't even know where he is right now. He is not picking up my calls so if he were to call me later, i will not pick up! :P

Ok bye i want to continue playing zombie vs plants.

2010-03-18T17:54:00.000-07:00

March in 2010 isn't being nice to me. I fought with a couple of
friends, having major family problems and to add on, I'm always fighting with
baby. I honestly don't know what else to do, who to turn to. Family issues are
never an issue to me cause I don't care and bother but these has been going on
for so long, it haunts me. I am so sick and tired of all these. The only guy
that i put high hopes on to understand what i'm going through, hurts me.
Baby just don't understand.

I saw a quote that goes like this ''giving up doesn't always
mean that you are weak. You are strong enough to let it go.'' I am giving up. I
am giving up in everything. My family, my friends, my goals, my ambitions. I
guess Im not ready yet to face this world.
On the other hand, i checked my horoscope and it told me not to
give up. Hehehe ironic isn't it? I know we shouldn't believe so much in what
they are saying but isn't it scary that i was giving up and found out my
horoscope told me not to.

Anyway, it has been alr a few days baby and I have not met or have a proper conversations instead of fighting. I guess life has its ups and downs but mine are still going on and on. Live life to the fullest, enjoy & cherish every moments and smile always! Yeah, right. I've been thinking bout it, i guess the way to solve my problems is taking a step at a time.
:D
Firstly, conflicts between friends. I play my part, i apologize but if they dont forgive, what can i do, right? Thou some wasn't entirely my fault. Friends come & go, yes?
Secondly, I am giving up on family matters. I dont care if my elder bro whom I depend on so much is having relationship with someone my age. Cause everyone deserves to be in love, why stop them? Thou i despise her so much i could scream :@, im not going to be so mean neither being nice. Somewhre in between i guess. I won't bother about the two of them anymore. Lets just put this in a way that somehow indirectly im saying i dont have a brother anymore. Ok good, i leave you guys alone, you guys leave me alone. Fair and square (Y) As for the other family matters, some things are not meant to be shared. I am going to meet mum & dad and try to solved these problems. I just need time.
:D
Last but not least, conflicts between baby and I are becoming so common nowadays. I don't know whats becoming of us. He keeps thinking negatively towards me.
What should I do? Anyway, meeting him & his family tmrw over at his house. Gonna help out and stuffs cause its his elder sis's engagement on saturday. Im sexcited! :D Meeting mum & dad as well. Not sure if mum can make it to the event,
mayb i'll just go alone.

Then on sunday it's our 1year anniversary! ;) Looking forward to but im not sure myself if we are even celebrating. Hehehe but i alr did something for him. Just a small gift, lets say, a last minute ones ;) Ok I know my post here is so long :P

2010-03-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

I know i havent been updating this past few days. I went to Bugis on sunday, I had tutorials on monday, spent the whole night over at Irah bby house, I stayed home on tuesday and I have tutorial tmrw.

I might not update so often now. Im having major family problems that would always makes me cry at the end of the day when I got to bed. Nobody knew what I am going through, not even baby. He is not talking to me, he is still upset and angry at me i guess. I am not strong enough to face all this bullshits that is happening around me and i really really wish to run far away from everything but too bad i can't. These problems is killing me. It hurts so much, how i wish you guys know how i feel.
I have nobody to turn to :'O

Sometimes, i wish i rather die.

2010-03-13T17:11:00.001-08:00

''Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because they're close in heart. ''

2010-03-13T16:52:00.000-08:00

Kentridge Olympic day was awesome! (Y)

We had KRO on friday. Had to be in school by 9am. Practised for hours and finally around12 we were released. Met baby & the rest over at chillout corner. Slack, sleep, hang around while waiting for pizza to come. I rest on baby's arms (Y) Ahhh, so nice. He he he. Ate pizza then off to clementi stadium in Mr Asan's car at 2pm. Overall, the entire time we were thre, i enjoyed myself! Didn't expect us to win the cheer but hell yeah, we did! Awesome jobs done by all the cheerleaders (Y)

All the cheering, all the waving of pom pom, all the smiles, all the hardwork, paid off:D Afterwards the event, slack for awhile then went to ayer rajah foodcourt to eat and have my honeydew. Then off home.

& I'm still waiting for all the pictures we took at KRO! :D

AUUUUU..RIGA! :D

2010-03-11T04:24:00.000-08:00

Just a summary of what happened few days ago:D

On monday, i went to Baby's semifinal & we won! So happy thou there were only 8 supporters including me. Hahaha yeah, that little. ;)
Tuesday, baby left me alone at school, he went to sentose to take his pay. Then i go school library, emo emo. Then eat prata with hairil & nas. Hahaha.
Wednesday, went to baby's final at ccab. We were alr leading then the last min, our opponent score. I was so sad, i nearly cried :0 But, atleast we're in 2nd place. Ok lah right? :D Then afterwards, met baby at pasar. He was sad so we went to eat at KFC. Hahaha yeah, when we are sad, we eat KFC. :D

Today, slack at Baby's house. Watch mtv & cuddle cuddle tgther:D Then went to the econshop, bought some food, costed me 16dollars. I bought kokocrunch, 2 milk, 1 tidbits, 1 hello panda, 1 kuaci, 1 set of paintbrush cause baby wanted to do his d&t with it, 1 can of coke & thats all. 16dollars? :0 Hahaha Now I eating kokocrunch. Now i feel like drinking ice lemon tea. Where to buy at this hour?! :0

2010-03-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

''Love just doesn't just sit there, like a stone, it has to be made like

bread, remade all the time, made new.''

2010-03-07T05:25:00.000-08:00

Vivo & Bugis with Sayang today.

It was a last minute plan to eat KFC at Vivo. I got ready in 15 mins as I thought we were going to Vivo only. So, i wore my forever21 logo top and black short pants and slipper. I wore my bangles too. I didn't put on make up alot just alil bit mascara, blusher and powder. While eating, he wanted to go bugis. With what Im wearing I was like ahhhhhhhhh dont want. End up, still go :P

He paid for everything he bought for me. Afterwards, we took 197 to Queensway. We were looking for this particular adidas bag that he wanted but we couldn't find it. We had laksa and bus home. I had so much fun today with sayang. Thou it was for awhile, it was worthwhile.
Love you lots sweetheart!

I am so sleepy. I went home from Irah baby house at 6 in the morning which is this morning. Woke up at 1pm. I am so shagged! Going to sleep sooon D;

Here's my upcoming plans..
Monday- Bby having his semifinal soccermatch & im going to support kentridge! :D
Tuesday- Stupid CCA :'(
Wednesday & Thursday- Tutorials :D
Friday- Kentridge Olympics day! :D

I am fully booked and occupied:D I will update again sooon ok? {:

2010-03-06T21:09:00.000-08:00

''Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.''

2010-03-06T04:47:00.000-08:00

My awesome girlfriends <3 Years of friendships especially with Irah. 12 years of friendship! Since we were in Nursery and our class were called nursery B. He he he I love them both so much! :D Currently at Irah baby house. Had so much fun gossiping & talking & sharing problems. We even look at old photo albums that makes me laugh till my tummy hurts. Wondering if Fadh(the tallest among us! ^^. ) is ok cause she called earlier on saying she's alone at somewhere :C I hope she's going to be alright. C:

Anyway, its alr 9.30pm. I don't know what time I'll be going home cause it's so nice to be here. Its beeen so loooong I last came up her house. Everything is the same and I love how it feels and all. Makes me feel so relax (Y) If you have been following my facebook, you prolly should know that I've issues and problems that yet to be solve. Those involve, be strong k guys. Im here always ;)

Ok i shall update again soooonzxz.

2010-03-05T06:12:00.000-08:00

Why did you fall in love with someone so deeply but that someone does not feel the same way.

Why is it when you are serious with someone but he/she isn't with you.

Why do you keep bumping into jerks and dumbs.

Why separation hurts so much.

Why you need that someone but he/she doesn't need you.

Why did you waste all your energy and sweat to that someone but he/she doesn't appreciate it.

Why heartbreaks painful.

Why is when you said I love you to that someone but when he/she reply, it doesn't feel convincing enough.

Why don't that someone shows he/she loves you.

Why he/she doesn't shows like he/she cares about you.

Why love is the key to your life.

Why can't he/she shows more appreaciation towards you.

Why why why.

2010-03-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

I am a happy girl.

I am so happy today!:D For my structured common test, I passed all subjects except English (Y) Yes, me, fail English. I have never failed English in my entire life. I know it's unbelievable and unacceptable but heck I failed by 1 mark and there was so many careless mistakes which I know I could gain atleast 1 mark from it. Silly but atleast I passed all the other subjects right? With my marks, I could probably get promoted into sec5 but since I failed English, no such luck :P Even though I am happy, there's still room for improvement:D He he he.

School this week were ok I guess. I had all my cravings met. Thanks for my lovely friends to actually accompany me. Not to forget Sayang as well. I had KFC on monday, Prata on tuesday & MacDonald on Wednesday. I was craving for Ribena today and I got it! :D

Anyway, I had a mini argument with sayang today. Bought him ferrero rocher so that he won't be mad at me for too long. He he he. I had a good time with him laughing even though it was only for a while. But .. Never mind. :D

I got so much to do and yet, so little time! DnT coursework which I happily left behind, Essay English which I'm suppose to email it to my English teacher, Malay journal email to my malay teacher. Lots of revision to do since we alr starting on new topics. I need to de-stress myself. &tomorrow is Saturday! What should I do? Ok enough said, shall post again next time:D

2010-03-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

It's kinda late right now but I strongly feel that I need to just let loose and type something here. First of all, I miss Muhd Afiq Bin salleh. I don't know what you're thinking and for that, I need you to tell me what's on your mind. If there's anything I need to know, tell me. I don't and I can't see that you love me. You don't show and it scares me. For all I know, one day you might just leave me & left me.. Clueless. So sweetheart, why are you like this? Or was it me?
Tell me, am I not good enough? :D

Secondly, I neeeed to tell somebody this. I top for geography. It's a big deal cause I, Nur Etiqah, top for Geography among all sec4 NA. I am so happy.

Its midnight and I'm heading to bed soon. Sweetdreams everybody! :D Ok I had so much fun today with my schoolmates. They are awesome! They actually accompanied me to eat Roti Prata at westcoast. I had awesome fun! :D

Ok bye I mcm takd matair gitu eh feeling nye. Boring la mcm gini, bosan bosan bosan :P

2010-02-27T19:30:00.000-08:00

Town with Irah gf & her boyfriend.

Ate Macd at Heeren, walked around Heeren, bought this gorgeous bangles:D Walked over to 313. Walked around Zara but couldn't find the top she wanted. Walked around forever21 and then to Uniqlo. Then back to Forever21 & I bought a preety top:D Walked towards Far east and along the way met up with Fadhilah gf. Awesome hair do babe! Hug and chat for awhile then we took 143 to home sweet home. Yeah, alot of walking. But I enjoyed myself anyway, rather than sit at home & rot, right?

:DD

Next saturday probably I am going out with Kak mah. Gonna catch a movie, shopping & stuffs. Not sure if it is confirm. Lets just see how things go. Can't wait for the next weekend!

I miss my Boyfriend, I miss my Boyfriend, I miss my Boyfriend,

I miss my Boyfriend,

2010-02-26T00:52:00.000-08:00

I got back my tests papers for maths, social studies and malay today. Was very dissapointed with my marks because mostly, there was so many careless mistakes. I got 23/45 for maths, 17/30 for social studies and 35/50 for malay. Terrible right? But, atleast even thou I didn't manage to finish up my social studies still, i got 17. Whereas, sayang did the whole paper and finishes it, he got 17 too. Hahaha. So yeah, gonna do well on the next test. I can't wait to get my results slips next week. I shall update bout that once I got them aight. & Congrats to Sayang for getting 40/45 for maths( he is very very proud of himself :P) Yey! :D Good for you. I will beat you someday.. You wait! Hehehe:P

Saturday's tomorrow! Mayb, just mayb gonna get something for sayang:P Surprise surprise!
Meeting girlfriends tomorrow..
For now, I am going to practice on my maths:D
Will update again when I have the time:D

2010-02-25T01:21:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't been updating since last Friday. Oh well, my weekends last week was plain boring. All i did was watch Gossipgirl all day long. He he he.

Yeah, had common test this week and it ended today, like finally. Burn the midnight oil till 12midnight every night except for yesterday.. So we did chemistry paper today so you could have guess. I only read through the topics in the bus on the way to school this morning. Mr Wong marked our papers and he was really really really angry. Half of the class did badly, which is obv, i knew I'm one of them. Sayang did okay for his paper, mrwong said. Happy for him:D The paper was hard anyway. But still, what he said knocked some sense into me. I regretted not studying. Lesson learnt. He he he. Enough bout school aight. I shall update on my marks once I got them:D

Anyw, Things between me & sayang is.. ok i guess. The only time I spent with him is while the both of us is in school. Otherwise, we don't really spent so much time together like how we used to. Like what he said ''I miss the old days.'' Yes, same here. But i guess, things change, people change. These few days I somehow understand him much better. He changed, for the better, for the future. Everyday he have something to do and the stress level he's having.. I guess I should be more understanding. Even though time isn't really on our side, still, i appreciate every seconds we get to be together. It doesn't matter anymore that you've changed so much. As long as i know you love me and would always be thre for me and likewise. Gonna be more understanding as this is an important year for the both of us:D Just maybe.. We'll get back how we used to be after our N. Mayb..

Yes, just something I wanna share here. Good things come to you if you could just wait. I had some time spent with sayang today just like other days. Every second was precious. He send me home till my doorstep like always. It had always been very hurtful to see he walked home soon after. But what to do. D; He he he. Still my awesome boyfriend:D Oh i want to tell you guys something, On tuesday at pasar, i remembered I wrote ''ily so much'' on a small piece of paper and hid it in his bag when he was getting ribena for me. Iskhandar saw what i did and asked me if he already saw ''it'' or not yet. Sayang thought i was keeping a secret from him and he sulk. Haha so cute. I told him to look inside his bag & he saw the piece of paper. He face lit up..
That feeling you get when you make the one you love smile. Awesome feeling (Y)

Ok ok enough. Saturday's coming and I have no plans. Shahirah & Fadhilah & girlfriends, meet up? :D

2010-02-19T00:58:00.000-08:00

I can smell the weekends!:D He he he. I am seriously shagged. Even though School was only for 3days this week, still, it is tiring.
D:

So yeah, sad news was Auriga out of the tcoukball match but we still enjoyed it, right? Well. That is for me but Im not sure what others felt:D Anyway, Congrats to the other teams!(Y)

Oh yeah, we had english & social studies common test today. I think i did badly on both papers D; I couldn't manage my time and I didn't get to finish the papers. Hope for the best, i guess.

& yey! I watch Radit♥Jani a while ago. I cried badly at the ending. It was so sad D;

Radit: Jani, kamu bahagia sama aku?

Jani: Ngapa kamu tanya?

Radit: nngak papa. kamu bahagia sama aku?
Jani: bahagia skali.

Aww, sweet:D

& now.. I miss my sayang );

2010-02-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

From you right now.

2010-02-16T02:00:00.000-08:00

I feel so guilty leaving my d&t research & stuffs behind and doing research on Boys over flowers instead :P He he he. I've been singing along with their songs and look up on their biodata and stuffs. Ha ha ha a good activity to kill time :D

Anyway, I was beginning to enjoy my mini holiday when I remembered thre's school tmrw D;

& Tcoukball preliminary rounds as well D:

Time flies too fast eh. I still wanna sleep till afternoon tmrw D;

There's tutorial as well. Damn, another hectic week. D:

Aiya, so stressful D;

I am already looking forward to the weekends! Ha ha ha :P

Shall blog again soon ..

Oh wait, meet my new Boyfriend:DDD

Kim Hyun Joong = Hotness :D

Ok la bye laa I sound like a typical minah liking korean boys :P

2010-02-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

Got dress for one hour and the half. Ha ha bus-ed to vivo and met up with Jai, Min and Bby at the busstop. Then Bby and I went to check for the tickets for '' Valentines day''. Sold out! Ok then Bby surprised me:D He brought me to eat at this awesome place.

Very sweet of you la sayang:D

We ate at..

Greenhouse Cafe:D Preety place..

Ordered.. Bby waiting patiently for his meal:D

Fish & chips costed $13 plus.

lapar bby? haha :P

I ordered fish & chips too since lasagne was currently out of stock. =(

But its okay, the fish was so tender and soft, i never had tasted fish & chips like this ever before.

The most romantic seat. Yes, we sat there. Thanks sayang, youre sucha a sweetheart :D

Saw bby? He's paying for our meals. Costed alot. Thanks again syg.

Yes, Greenhouse Cafe. Awesome place :D

Bby had his smoke break and then we train to Cityhall.
Reached, walk to Marina macdonald to get my double chocolate frappe. Ahhh, awesome (Y) Was too engrossed in my drink, we didn't took any photo's. Hehehe. Then we went to check if '' Valentines Day'' is available. Sadly, the tickets sold outt too. Then bby saw..

Arcade -.- Yes, we played for awhile while waiting for Bby's elder brother and his girlfy. We played the car racing, the jungle thingy where we had to kill gigantic spiders, played some of the games and the ufo catcher. His bro came along and both of them played again =.=

Then His bro went off to get food for his girlfriend while Bby and I went to

have his smoke break:D Then we saw something..

Yes, we saw a funfair! :DDDD

It was Uncle Ringo funfair or smthing like that. Each token costed $2.50 each.

We bought 6 token costed $15 altogether. Here are some of the rides and kiddy rides.

I am sorry if the pictures turn out not so nice. Was it the camera or was it just me? Ha ha :P

Bumper car! :D

Awesome awesome awesome! :D

Guess what ride we toook? :D

Yes, this crazy thing which I am not sure what is it called. Damn, was excited like crazy at first. But once we got inside the seats and we were high up in the air, let me tell you where's my heart.. Its either up in the air or inside my shit hole. Hahah damn scary! Bby looked scared and he tried to laugh which sounds like ''ehahahehe hmm''. Hahaha Hilarious. After we got down, finally i could breath properly. Yes, thaaat scary. We couldnt even walk properly. His Bro and girlf just laugh at us. Haha then we walked around..

Bus 97 home and bby slept the whole journey home. Yes, he was thaaat tired cause he was from work and the previous night he only had 2 hours of sleep. Pity him ;( He walked me home and thats the end of our date. Its a good experience for us both and specially to bby who never ever plan our outings ever! Yes, im the one who always need to decide and stuffs. This time round, his first turn. Therefore, Thanks once again sayang for everything. I really had a good time:D

I love you so much, muahx! :D

2010-02-14T09:24:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day sayang .
As I look back on our past, how i realise time past us so fast. How i realise the love we build grew so strong till now. How I realise how much i truly miss you and yes, how much i truly love you. I've said this countless times and I don't mind saying it everytime. I love you so much and i really hope you will believe me. Words are cheaps and I may lie afterall, i'm human. But one thing for sure, i will never lie how I feel about you. I am madly deeply in love with you, only you. You are extremely precious to me and I would never trade you for anything else. No one else has touched my heart like how you did. I know no one's perfect but in my eyes, you are perfect being you. We had gone through all kinds of obstacle but still, we are standing strong together and I want you to know that I'll stand here by your side no matter what happens. As time passes, you might change and I might change but this love will never change. I can't imagine my life without you. You grow in me, you see. Everywhere I go, there's always a piece of you in me. I see your face when i close my eyes. I smell your perfumes and i sense your touch wherever i go. You are always thre.. in my head, in my mind, in my thoughts and in my heart. I smile when i think of you and teared when I miss you. I know its hurtful to hear what i said earlier on but sayang, trust me. The only guy I love is you. There's nothing else to be afraid to be jealous about. I will never leave you. Not for someone, not for anything. I wanna live my life forever with you. i wanna grow old with you..

I love you Muhd afiq Bin Salleh and noone else <>

I truly love you, trust me.

2010-02-13T19:24:00.000-08:00

Town with Girlfriends (Y)

Finally! I met them after 12345678900987654321 times I last seen theem:D We had Macds for lunch and walked around Town. I bought this preety tankdress and this killer heels (Y) So nice! Took lots of pictures, will upload it once I got them from Irah okay. Sooon, irah & her boyf walked off and left Fadhilah w' me. We walked around 313 somerset and tried my heels. Walked to plaza sing and this killer heels is killing me. I had a good time with them thou it was only half the day (Y) Meet up again sweethearts! :D

Valentines day tmrw:D The plan was meeting Sayang at Vivo around 5pm after he finish his work and catch a movie and spent time together (Y)

Lets just see how things go alright :D

2010-02-12T06:17:00.000-08:00

Wadi's wedding. Im in greeeen:D

I had my tcoukball training in the afternoon in school just now while syg had soccer. I remembered I was taking small jog steps to where my handphone and wallet was. I was worried if someone would steal it. So, i jog across the basketball court and check on my stuffs. I stood up and Sayang was infront of me. He was smilling and he said '' I love you ''.

Now tell me, isn't thaaat the most sweeetest thing to do?

He jog to me just to tell me he loves me. Sucha a sweetheart:DD

Then, we had KFC. Imma happy girl. Syg, you dont perangai lagi ok? :P

Hehehe.
:D

So yeah, meeting bestgirlfriends tomorrow! ^-^

OK BYE I LOVE MUHD AFIQ B SALLEH. The only precious boy in my heart:DD

2010-02-11T04:51:00.000-08:00

Everyday is a struggle but life still goes on.

I dont understand why you're hurting me like this.

You gotta stop, pls.

Proper update soonnnzxzx.

2010-02-06T02:01:00.000-08:00

School >> Toa Payoh for CIP >> Back to school >> Centepoint taxi stand >> Orchard Plaza >> Beside centrepoint >> Bugis junction >> Bugis Street >> Baby's home >> Home sweet home:D

:D:D:D

Yeah, a lot happened yesterday. I had CIP and we had to go to an old man's unit in toa payoh and we gave him a really really huge hamper and we talked to him. He is 90 years old. It was really sad to see he lived alone for 10 years and never gotten married and had childrens. Siblings already passed away and he is the eldest brother. This experience touches my heart:D I will post the photo we took with him soon alright. Then we had a few photo-taking and bus-ed back to school.

After dismissal, went to Pasar to get a cab. It was hard to get cab around there and baby got really pissed off. That pisses me off as well. Haha so funny. Finally got a cab. Baby is irritating in times like this. Glad that i got the cab on time because he was already making his shit face at me. Hahahah:P Dropped of at centrepoint taxi stand and the fare costed 15bucks i think. Walked to Orchard plaza with Kak Mah. Had my hair rebond & cut and it was yet again.. not short not long. Somewhere in the middle but i like it. Just have to get use to it. I had to cut those spit ends and all. Walk to this small eating place beside centrepoint. Changed to my home clothes and had my beef fried rice:D Walk to the bus stop, wondering if thre's a bus going to Bugis.. Guess what?

There is. NR7. Being the dumb & dumber, we waited for that bus for 40 minutes. Yes, 40 minutes and then we decided to take the train.. Walk to somerset and thats when Kak mah said that NR stands for night rider. Yes, call us stupid or whatever. Its been so looong since we actually got out and stuffs.

Inside the train.. Guess what?

We drop off at raffles place thinking that we could change line as the next stop is bugis. but we were wrong. We had to train back to cityhall than bugis. We didn't drop off at cityhall instead we drop off at raffles place. Silly isn't it? We laugh out loud in the train and everybody was like staring at us. HILARIOUS!

Walked around and shop. Train back home at 9pm. Met baby downstairs his block and spend a lil time with him. Went to his house and spent time looking at his baby photos. He wore a headband when he was little. HAHAHAHAH no wonderr.. :P

We hug quite long it seems like hours. But it was only a few minutes =/

Watch this really stupid ghost movie and then sweet dreams:D

Today.

Had my chicken chop and cheesefries at westcoast at noon with eerfan and his father(my uncle). Drove to jurong east and picked eerfan's mom(my aunt) up. Then got back home and chill pill for awhile. Then drove to tiong bahru cause my aunt wanted to meet her friends. We went to havelock rd or smthing. The house there was like super old. It sat on top of the hill and can you imagine?! Thousands of stairs we had to take. With the weather so hot! Damn, i was sweating from the roots of my hair to my toenails. Really super hot. Drove around and finally back home. Its 7pm nowww. I am wondering where is Baby at. He should probably already be back from work.. Anyway, should I go and meet fadhilah & shahirah over at town?

Pictures will be uploaded soon. Stay tuned for more aite? :D

2010-02-03T04:25:00.000-08:00

Just a random picture of Baby. ILY :D

School sucks barbie today. Not just school i guess. Urg. Everything sucks D; Early in the morning I had to shower in a cold shower because there was something wrong with the electricity i think. Lucky the lights were able to light. Lessons and tutorials sucks as well. Just because we didn't walk the route that we were suppose to take, it turns out to be sucha big deal. What a joker. I didnt know you were so childish. Kanak kanak crayon eh? I am not mean neither I am nice. You just make me maaad. Anyway, I got home and had a long hot shower and my phone got wet. The keypad wasn't working. Then.. *drum roll* It worked again!

Fcuk my day today, will you?
D:

I have my hair appointment this coming friday at Orchard plaza:D So tell me, I had to reach by 1pm when Im ending school at 12.45pm, damn. Ok la bye I am finishing my d&t. Im at user interview! Whre you guys at? ok la bye i love my awesome boyf who gets mad at me over a milo small packet. Hahahha sorry baby had to post this.